Scraps

I hated dinner tonight, not just because I had to go to Hoss's....

The company that I was with loves to throw things back at me into my face. She can't let the past go. She can't let issues that she has no part of live to pass.

If I say I don't need an update on someone, I don't need an update on them. If I say that I don't care..... I don't care...

But one could question if I was bothered by her need to give me an update on someone, or my need to make the case, and point, that I don't want an update on them?

Oh well. I'm over it.


I don't need an update.


Now I'm bitter. MOTHER FUCKER!

I feel like a gypsy now. A desperado sleeping under a bridge. Ok, let's cut the crap.

Gypsy is my new favorite word.... maybe a poem? I'll get back to you.

I always get up an hour early. Today I for some reason... I shall blame the alarm clock... I didn't. Even though I'm almost finished dressing...and I have a half an hour to go... I like I don't have enough time for this.

Plus my nerves are as bumpy as roads in March.

I just found carbonated water.... If I can cut soda out of my diet... I ACTURALLY be thin soon.... hm...

What is my projection for Mr. Spears? He'll pull a Hilton and sell 75,000 copies the first week and then slam down from there. Britney goes Gold and he wont even go Tin.

My complete detest in rap is not what fuels this bashing. Lets be completely honest. Rap music is a valid form of music that has spread as fast as the next catholic girl. Does that mean that it should be an outlet for anyone who may want to call themselves an artist? People's KFed Review

I’m not going to lie when I tell you that both Paris Hilton and Kevin Federline’s face doesn’t make me want to keck at the first sight at a port-a-pottie. Both sounds are actually quite tolerable. Behind both of these individuals are obviously some very talented smucks. Actually when I think about the people who made “musician” valid in both of their portfolios, I think to myself, and they thought God did cool things?

I'm not going to lie. I downloaded Stars are Blind by Paris.....

Classes for my Senior year:

Care giving principles
Specialty Fashion
World Studies
Intermediate Geometry <- Easy glass for a filler
Mythology
Art
English 4

Ah. Should be easy. I'm expecting my new camera any day now...

Let's play a game.... Where did I get a job at?




If I pass the *piss* test... (I'm sorry if that was gross) I'm in!

I'll post a semi-story about the first drug test I had ever taken in a few hours.

you can all find me at:

http://www.clonesightings.com/ from now on

I just took my last 15 bucks out of the bank.

My mother owes me close to 2,200... will I ever see it?

I can’t sleep. One would think that if one couldn’t sleep that they would be smart enough to do the things in which they need to do. I’m not that genius. Maybe I will get my things done in a few minutes…

I can’t sleep because I’m depressed. I feel lonely and a little antisocial. It’s funny how you could surround yourself with all of these people and yet still feel like the only good conversation is inward brain jargon. One of these days I should make a killing on selling the things that I say to myself to comedy central. These things aren’t funny to me…. But they would be if I said them.

My possible romance with the King of Spades is now in the past. That whole story ends by card 4 in the CC spread. The King of Spades and I are still looking at each other, and the obstacles around us are pathetic yet still relevant. Now I have the King of Hearts in my future. He’s been showing up as card 7 and making eye contact with me as well. Since the King of Spades stops in my past, I have to wonder if he will ever be in my future? In a month or so… I’ll know. I honestly think he will be. If he wasn’t to be I still wouldn’t be looking at him.

I’d like to pretend that I don’t know what shows up in a lot of my cards, but I do. Romantic wise, I’m not fickle. So Kings take a while to float out of the spread. The King of Spades has moved from spot 4 to spot 1, which is the covering spot. The King of Hearts has been bouncing from 8-9 and 10. The King of Hearts and I will meet through friends since Jacks are showing up in between.

Now that's all over with... I think I'll go clean the downstairs...

Just because you're wealthy, thin, and have blonde hair... doesn't mean you can match.

=)

I'm redesigning my bedroom. I was walking in a thrift store in town and I found this asian music box. It sparked in me. So now I'm doing a black, red, and white themed bedroom. Friday, I'm purging. Mom is having a yard sale and I'm going to try really hard to get rid of some of my things.... which should be oh so very hard for a pac-rat like me.

I also need to scrub my carpet.

Every time I go to that one store I see this really pretty fitted jacket. It's red and black and it reminds me of AUD HEP. It's two sizes to small. Everytime I see that damn jacket my selfesteem goes down. I'm now on a diet. I want to be able to wear that damn jacket. (Well, I mean I'll be on one soon... as soon as I finish this chocolate cream pie slice.)

I need curtins now. I can't have an asian room with pruple curtins. Are you nutts?

I also found a cd. Who would have thought I would find a semi-good CD at a store like that? It's a really good CD. Maybe its 7ish years old? I remember them too. The song Closing Time is on this CD, which was the only song I knew from them. It's a really good CD though. I paid $1.99.

SONG LIST:
1. closing time
2. singing in my sleep
3. made to last
4. never you mind
5. secret smile
6. DND
7. completely pleased
this will be my year
9. all worked out
10. california
11. she spreads her wings

The song secret smile is my favorite.

I'm thinking of a new website. Any ideas for a name? (domain names people... .com/.org/.nets only.) It will be used as an informative magazine in the fields of Religon, Writing, and I guess Beauty? Just think Eclectic.

001. What is Your Name?  Tiff/ Tiffany/Tiffy
002. How old are you? 18 today
003. What is the link to your website, blog, or myspace? sinatras.livejournal.com


004. Height: a little more than 5'5
005. Where do you live? Pennsylvania
006. Do you wear a lot of makeup? Yes
007. Piercings? Ears once

Your Perfect Date:
008. Age: 19-22
009. His Body characteristics? Tall... Not overwhelmingly built but muscular… dark hair and dark eyes …. It doesn’t matter really….
010. Hair color: brown or black
011. Where would you go? FISHING!
012. Is he: outgoing or shy? A mix.
013. Would you kiss on the first date? If it went well.
014. What about going farther than a kiss? No.
015. Does he wear boxers or briefs?  Why do I care?  It’s the first date!

Which do you prefer?
016. Pizza or pasta?  Both       
017. Jeans or a dress? both
018. Abercormbie and Fitch or Urban Outfitters?  Neither…
019. Be Rich or Be Happy? Be happy
020. Shower or a Bath? Depends really
021. Gym or music? Music…
022. Family or friends? family
023. Kiss or hug? Kiss me baby!
024. Drugs or alcohol or none? alcohol

Have you ever?
025. Failed a class? yes
026. Ran away from home? yes
027. Cursed at your parents? yes
028. Taken a dare too far? what was the dare? I flashed a police officer once….
029. Flashed someone? Read number 028.
030. Made out? yes
031. Had a sexual experience with the same sex? What was it? Nope

Your Favorite:
032. TV Show:  “I love Lucy” “While you were out” “What Not to Wear”
033. Clothes Store: dOT’s Debs, Hot Topic, Natures Habitat
034. School subject: English
035. Music Artist: Madonna
036. Song: Dobie Grey - Drift Away,  Conway Twitty - He stopped loving her today
037. Food:  Jalapeño Doritos

Other...
038. Body type (slim, medium, athletic, other):  medium I guess
039. bra size? 38C
040. Whats on your dresser? I don’t own one. 
041. Do you have any siblings? How old are they?  Chris, 20
042. What do you wear to bed? Pajamas
043. How old were you when you first had Sex? -------
044. Do you beleive in ghosts? yes
045. Do you have your own pc? yes

I was up late talking to an old friend. I had maybe two hours of sleep. My legs feel like cooked rice.

A long with that I cooked. Well... I boiled and bakes. I made rice crispy treats (they didn't turn out... I think It was the humidity.) I also baked a cake... pineapple with white icing and sprinkles?

Letter Kills - Hold my heart pt1 <3 is amazing. ( a little boyish cryish but still pretty sweet)

It's 92 degrees in this giant state I'll call Pens and Pencilslvania. I still haven't slept. It's far to hot. I'm hopping for a nice cold rain. I really only sleep when it rains in the summer. It's been a while since I went a night without sleep. I spent half the day asking people if I was slurring.

I think I'll clean and well... hope it gets colder.


I may google myself again. I love saying that. Googling ones self. It sounds so dirty! lol!

My alarm is about to go off.... maybe I should go get ready for school?

Number one reason why cats suck? Litter pans in bedrooms.

After poking fun at my dad about Steve Miller Band... I have found that I like them...

er?

I'm getting sick.

http://www.wgmd.com/SOUNDS/FEATURES/051706-petty.mp3

Never will I listen to The Chili Peppers again.